Emptiness after Final Presentation

Well that's what I feel now. After conducting the final presentation of my final project, finally I am considered graduate from this institute with condition ho3. What else other than correcting the document :p. Hmm I don't feel proud at all after the statement from the lecturer that now I become a bachelor degree. He3 graduating from the best (I doubt it though) university in Indonesia with Cum Laude doesn't make me happy at all. Well what's wrong with me huh. Maybe it's because I don't feel secured yet just from this title. I mean it doesn't guarantee me with a satisfactory job anyway. After applying several times and haven't got what I want, my confidence is gradually diminish. Well but I'm still confident enough that I can get a great job, though I'm not as confident as I were berfore. Still, I'm not desperately applying all the job vacancies that I found, I still selective. Let's see in the next month where I will land ho3.