Life of A Jobseeker

So this is how it feels being a jobseeker. Interesting coz' I've never faced this uncertainty in my life. I've always got my comfort zone till now. That's why I feel that I lack of 'life knowledge or experience'. I always succeed in almost everything's that I done. But now I haven't succeeded getting job that I want. Am I selective? Yes indeed. Even my girlfriend is pissed with me, saying that I'm not flexible and has a very high standard. She said that everybody's taking things step by step and learning from the process they got through. I know that. I already knew that. But I've already set a high goal. I won't be affected until I achieve it. Well it's really interesting. Never in my life, unsureness fills my soul. They said that people learn from their failure and mistakes. They learn how to stand up again. That's what I'm experiencing it now. I will get my goal. I will have it. Let's see in the next three months. Or else .... I will search elsewhere coz' I will survive this situation ... It's tempting me and I will grow better