Life of A Jobseeker

So this is how it feels being a jobseeker. Interesting coz' I've never faced this uncertainty in my life. I've always got my comfort zone till now. That's why I feel that I lack of 'life knowledge or experience'. I always succeed in almost everything's that I done. But now I haven't succeeded getting job that I want. Am I selective? Yes indeed. Even my girlfriend is pissed with me, saying that I'm not flexible and has a very high standard. She said that everybody's taking things step by step and learning from the process they got through. I know that. I already knew that. But I've already set a high goal. I won't be affected until I achieve it. Well it's really interesting. Never in my life, unsureness fills my soul. They said that people learn from their failure and mistakes. They learn how to stand up again. That's what I'm experiencing it now. I will get my goal. I will have it. Let's see in the next three months. Or else .... I will search elsewhere coz' I will survive this situation ... It's tempting me and I will grow better

First Step into backing in shape again

Yeah at last I can do fitness again. I really like this activity though I have little time to do it. After resting for maybe bout year, now it's time for me to put my body in shape again. I seldom play sport activity since one year ago. That's why I feel that my body is dull. If ur body is dull, so is ur mind.

I go back to Bumi Sangkuriang. It is located upside of Ciumbeluit. The fare is higher now, it costs Rp. 90.000 per month. That means Rp. 15.000 increase since last time I was there. Well I start it with doing the shoulder press. I take about 6 set repetition. I put the weight heavier gradually. It starts from 5 kg, 10 kg, 15 kg, 20 kg, 25 kg, then 30 kg. Huh I think I could do better in the past. But I will do better in the future ha3. Then I take crunching. I crunch for about 100 times. Hmm but my belly is not weary. He3 maybe I'm just to light with myself. Then I train my triceps for bout 5 set. After that I swim twelve times back and forth. In the end I take a bath there.

Yeah it's really relaxing after taking exercise. I feel refresh now. Oh yeah my weight is 66,7 kg right now. I think it's ideal but I should cut my fat because it's all over in my belly. I didn't have any of this fat two years ago he3. That's coz I'm lack of exercising.

Reborn

Last night is a turnback night for me. After spending time for a lot of useless things since two months ago, I decided to back to the old me. Someone who is very optimistic and energertic in everythings that he is doing. It's all happened after I turn out the music out loud and singing it out loud too. It's like the old me who lived in pavillion. I sing a lot. That helps u getting through in this life :D. Though I'm not good at singing I like it coz it relieves my heart. Well I learn a lot through several months before, I blow up one chance in a lifetime -> failing getting the dream job (at least that's what I thought) . And I end up in doing nothin to improve it. Now I have wasted enough time. It's time for me to hold my head up high again and stand tall ...

Final Project document deadline

Shooot. Got info that the document's deadline is due in 27 September. That means I must do it quick. Fortunately I got this info. If not I will not do it now. He3 just by the time I want to relax I got this info. Ok then ... I must do this quick. Now or never :D

Emptiness after Final Presentation

Well that's what I feel now. After conducting the final presentation of my final project, finally I am considered graduate from this institute with condition ho3. What else other than correcting the document :p. Hmm I don't feel proud at all after the statement from the lecturer that now I become a bachelor degree. He3 graduating from the best (I doubt it though) university in Indonesia with Cum Laude doesn't make me happy at all. Well what's wrong with me huh. Maybe it's because I don't feel secured yet just from this title. I mean it doesn't guarantee me with a satisfactory job anyway. After applying several times and haven't got what I want, my confidence is gradually diminish. Well but I'm still confident enough that I can get a great job, though I'm not as confident as I were berfore. Still, I'm not desperately applying all the job vacancies that I found, I still selective. Let's see in the next month where I will land ho3.

First Blo(od)g

Hmm tryin to blog in blogspot again. Try up the new name ace-devastator. Now it's one and a hal hour till my final presentation of the final project. Well I know i will go well. I know it. Soon I can leave this boredom task in ITB and start a new life. So be it. This is it ...